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Today I had my first real crash. Low speed (30 kmph) into the curb due to sand in the corner, and target fixation.
It didn't help that I was overwhelmed with anxiety and emotional at the time. I've quit drinking alcohol, and have been on antidepressants for about 9 months. I've just quit smoking cannabis too because combined with antidepressants it is making my too spacey to do my job. I'm on vacation right now having just quit smoking weed. I no longer have quick fixes for my symptoms so it is starting out pretty hard. Anxiety seems through the roof. Doctor described lorazepam as an anti anxiety, but it's a low dose from what could research. If it's helping its much slower to kick in and less effective. But something is better than nothing.
I was distracted. I never should have been on the bike, and I never should have let the sand worry me. If I could have turned, leaned, and accelerated smoothly I would have been riding still. Instead it's parked for now. My wife was right behind me in her car going shopping so naturally she played victim. And now I can ride without getting a hard time from friends and family. They're going to hate on that motorcycle and gear that kept me completely safe, ignoring city crews that aren't cleaning the dangerous debris off the road. Let alone blame my mental health woes, or anybody partially responsible for them. The real cause of the crash gets away scotfree as usual.
I have no intention to stop riding. My bike seems to be in relatively good shape considering. But after rolling up in the curb I think gently highsided. Didn't feel any pain at all yet. Hoped up, told traffic I was fine, got the bike back up. There was the smell of gas. I'm hoping that just fell out of an open port when the engine was tipped over. It took me a minute to hit the key, but I think the automatic kill switches already had it covered.
My right turn signal arm got ripped right off. I haven't even found it yet. The plastics got a good scrape. My main concern is the forks. Looks like they took a nasty scratch too. My concern is they could be bent or something. I'll post again if I learn more. Until I'm sure of the damage I guess I have only 4 wheels. 😭
It didn't help that I was overwhelmed with anxiety and emotional at the time. I've quit drinking alcohol, and have been on antidepressants for about 9 months. I've just quit smoking cannabis too because combined with antidepressants it is making my too spacey to do my job. I'm on vacation right now having just quit smoking weed. I no longer have quick fixes for my symptoms so it is starting out pretty hard. Anxiety seems through the roof. Doctor described lorazepam as an anti anxiety, but it's a low dose from what could research. If it's helping its much slower to kick in and less effective. But something is better than nothing.
I was distracted. I never should have been on the bike, and I never should have let the sand worry me. If I could have turned, leaned, and accelerated smoothly I would have been riding still. Instead it's parked for now. My wife was right behind me in her car going shopping so naturally she played victim. And now I can ride without getting a hard time from friends and family. They're going to hate on that motorcycle and gear that kept me completely safe, ignoring city crews that aren't cleaning the dangerous debris off the road. Let alone blame my mental health woes, or anybody partially responsible for them. The real cause of the crash gets away scotfree as usual.
I have no intention to stop riding. My bike seems to be in relatively good shape considering. But after rolling up in the curb I think gently highsided. Didn't feel any pain at all yet. Hoped up, told traffic I was fine, got the bike back up. There was the smell of gas. I'm hoping that just fell out of an open port when the engine was tipped over. It took me a minute to hit the key, but I think the automatic kill switches already had it covered.
My right turn signal arm got ripped right off. I haven't even found it yet. The plastics got a good scrape. My main concern is the forks. Looks like they took a nasty scratch too. My concern is they could be bent or something. I'll post again if I learn more. Until I'm sure of the damage I guess I have only 4 wheels. 😭